🔗 Share this article Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Battle Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome It was a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a intense pain bloomed behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the pain eased and then returned with increased force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting. The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches. This condition typically start with intense discomfort behind one eye that persists up to several hours. Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Attacks typically start with abrupt, severe pain around one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have chronic attacks, defined by the lack of long pain-free periods. What connects patients is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain. Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to many triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home. Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a national hospital. Nevertheless, the failure to plan life around erratic pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet. Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his victims' heads. Ancient medical records suggest bizarre remedies for what modern observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a separate condition, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures. It was a European doctor who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”. The disorder were only formally classified by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major artery that supplies blood to the head. Prominent experts in treating the condition note this. In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better. In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor looked up his complaints. Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments. Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased. National guidelines on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some people. But consultant specialists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the treatment.” Short bouts with occasional attacks are managed with acute therapy alone. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve signals. The official guidelines need updating to reflect a